Where is nowhere?

To be or not to be

2010-11-12T00:49:00.000-08:00

I have been devastated during this one and half year being back at home! no plan got managed to be done except one little one for god sake!+one month staying in St Catharines for end of summer. That was fresh air atleast. Bureaucracy is BS and things getting so slowly and disappinting. I am switched off!

2010-06-01T02:31:00.000-07:00

I was suggested today to
1. be patient, someday this game will be over
1.a)don't miss this opportunity, here is a best place to be!
2. follow some hidden rules(hidden symmetries!).

Let see where this BS procedure will take me.

2008-06-09T08:46:00.000-07:00

Storm , cloudy, hopefully sunny

2008-05-23T04:32:00.000-07:00

These few days was sort of storm in my life, Thanks god, now it is cloudy, i hope monday afternoon will be sunny!

spark of life, sprout of passion and moving towards them

2008-05-20T02:27:00.000-07:00

One i was reading a post from : The Enchanted Soul . I used it in the preface of my dissetation:

We could say that everyone's life has several layers. The surface layer is constantly changing and sometimes it transmutes into a storm.
This layer, usually deals with daily life happenings, tasks, and responsibilities. The exterior layer, tends to draw great deal of attention
towards itself: the semester is starting, deadlines are pushing, tasks are lining up, moving to a new apartment is on the way, and many more.
However, I have learned to focus, and see beyond the surface layer, deeper into my inner life and what I consider to be of more importance to me.
For the last four years, I have been able to track the inner progress of my personality and the changes that happen in the state of my mind. Every now
and then, while sitting behind my desk and sipping coffee, I look into the progress and the new challenges on my way, which provide me with
fresh perspective. The droplets of formulas and equations open their way through this arid soil of technical jargon.
I wait for a spark of life, for a sprout of passion to appear, but i kept in mind that I should move to see them as Albert Einstein says :``Life is like riding a bicycle.
To keep your balance you must keep moving.''.

Defence, Odyssey and ...

2008-05-19T03:04:00.000-07:00

Next week will be my Ph.d defence. Alhamdolellah i get to this point after passing all those difficult times, anxieties. But i still need the reader's pray.
It was kind of Odyssey. I had a file i named it Odyssey.tex. I wrote all progress and challenges with. I wish i could continue it. Anyway, I love to read the real Odyssey of Homer, maybe i should find english version and read it, that would be much enjoyable.

The Hen or the Egg?

2008-05-14T03:36:00.000-07:00

During last 6 months, i have encountered many times to the following problem:
The egg is created first or the hen or which Came First: The Hen or the Egg?
Dont think about Christianity, Islam, Darwin's theory or even Mr rooster.
Here is my intention of asking this question:
How many times I gave the wrong answer which resulted in waste of my time and energy. God bless me!

God! where are you?

2007-09-07T07:30:00.000-07:00

Last word!
I was trying to confuse you and now i guess is enough!!.
Who do you think could say such words? Does not matter.
The point is that i am exhausted. God! where are you?

Life blance.

2007-07-23T04:00:00.000-07:00

I asked her: How is life?
she replied: Life is comimg with bad and good news, so it is blancing !!!!

2007-04-07T00:45:00.000-07:00

The End of me.

2007-02-23T07:47:00.001-08:00

I am so busy. I am not thinking about mind, open, open minded, what so ever.

I am not going to write anything else before i am done. I dont have any idea what will come. Still i am just looking at what i can see!! and do and not what i can not see and can not do. I know is some kind of stupid words i made, but to people who knows me, it would be trasparent.

2007-02-23T07:47:00.000-08:00

Just that

2007-01-26T02:55:00.000-08:00

I told her:
I wish i was at home with just my mam sitting on her lap and sleeping for ever.
Then I thought if i say so, people would know that i have very tough time which is indeed true.

What shall we may say just with a picture!

2007-01-18T05:14:00.000-08:00

After showing him a picture of a girl, she asked him, "what do you think?"
He said ,mmm, "She is She." She replied after a bit of thinking with a thumb up:
Fair enough.

where or nowhere?

2007-01-08T04:05:00.000-08:00

If you dont know where are you going, everyway will get you to nowhere.

Clear Mind, Wild Heart

2006-12-20T02:02:00.000-08:00

Clear Mind, Wild Heart :
If you like, just write a comment on it, so simple?!!

Should i keep my mind open still?

2006-12-18T04:32:00.000-08:00

What is the difference between three crimes:
First : killing and then showing up that "what was what?"
Second: thinking and saying that "what is what", then killing.
Third: Saying stupid things and then writing.

Please leave it, just take it as simple as possible.

2006-12-13T02:26:00.000-08:00

Keep your mind not to be too open

2006-12-11T09:22:00.000-08:00

I told her:

If i were him, i would take dozens girls with me, and if i were a girl,i would definely be in his bed tonight.

She send me:

"I try to keep an open mind, but not so open that my brains fall out."

-- Judge Harold T. Stone

Then i sent back to her:

If i were him, i would take dozens girls with me, and if i were a girl,
i would definely be in his bed tonight.
Now,what a pity, i am not him and even that girl, but apart from being
excellent yourself alone, you deserve to be his only soulmate.

-- E. Harold T. Socrate.

She sent back to me:

Apart from every thing, I am soooo lucky to have a friend called E.Harold T. Socrate

can you show me how can i just see and not think

2006-12-04T08:48:00.000-08:00

seeeeeeee

Are we tippler in our own version?!!

2006-12-02T15:11:00.000-08:00

"What are you doing there?" he said to the tippler, whom he found settled down in silence before a collection of empty bottles and also a collection of full bottles.

"I am drinking," replied the tippler, with a lugubrious air.
"Why are you drinking?" demanded the little prince.
"So that I may forget," replied the tippler.
"Forget what?" inquired the little prince, who already was sorry for him.
"Forget that I am ashamed," the tippler confessed, hanging his head.
"Ashamed of what?" insisted the little prince, who wanted to help him.
"Ashamed of drinking!" The tipler brought his speech to an end, and shut himself up in an impregnable silence.
And the little prince went away, puzzled.
"The grown-ups are certainly very, very odd," he said to himself, as he continued on his journey.

Little prince chapter 12 taken from http://www.angelfire.com/

Open mind

2006-11-22T09:39:00.000-08:00

Don't take it serious, but do you know what does "Open mind" means? and Who is open minded!!?

Half of the Mind!?

2006-11-22T07:18:00.000-08:00

Mind and Heart

2006-11-22T05:36:00.000-08:00

Every day the first thing I do when I see her is to look at her scarf and eyes. Then I would know "what is what". Today I decided to tell her that first thing I see in you is
your scarf and your eyes, then I know what is what?. She immediately reply with a wondering smile: "are you in love with me?". My relpy was to show her my first day agenda title (weblog): "where is nowhere?". Her answer was: "the whole way between the heart and mind!".
Then she asked me what do my scarf and eyes tell for today . I said, you definitely look fresher than yesterday from "your eyes" BUT....hoping to hear some news about your future from " your scarf".

Start point!

2006-11-22T05:15:00.000-08:00

For the moment, i guess having said that i dont know where is nowhere, would be the best to start!!.